I'm having a REALLY bad day. my day was good/great. now I feel like masacring everyone.

everyone thinks that they listen. well u know what? walls, they listen. take note. if u think that u listen, then u should know why I want to masacre you. right? I got in a fight with my mom and she got all "big" up and in my face. ooo back down jess. heel!!! fuck u. just cause I'm younger doesn't mean my brain is dead. I'm not dirt. once u realize I'm mad and maybe a liiiiittle hurt u stop yelling. but ur still tryin to make me believe that u have the right to make me cry. don't apologize or even wonder y i am. just make ur point and move on. pretend it didn't happen. i wish that they'd just slap me or somethin. that way every body would know that they hurt me. and I wouldn't feel guilty. and they might feel bad. and I wouldn't have to be all "emo" and laughed at.